Hi! I intentionally did not go to school today 'cause I didn't feel like seeing a lot of people. What an awful way to start a week. Anyway, I really don't know where to start from here. So, i'm just gonna write about super random things. There's an examination comin' up tomorrow and I am not in the mood to study. We're going out of the country this Christmas break and I am not even excited about it. I have f^ckin' colds and i'm really f^cked up. Now, that was more than random. :'D
Okay. Brain cooperate. Coherence this time please. :'D SO! SO! Haha. K, the laugh isn't necessary. Sorry! I'm gonna talk about PABLO. Ay no. Nerdy talks are sh*t. FAMILY? Ay, that's even more bull sh*t! That asdfghjkl feeling when you see your fhgoihdfgihdfoihgs dad fhgsidhfgjdshfsjhgos other women. WHAT THE FAAAAAAAAK! >< K. Kung naintindihan mo, WOW! You know me well. :') Next, ahm, STUDIES? Really, no! I messed up man. T___T Gonna make bawi pa. :'/ But i'm not inspired man oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Whatever. FRIENDS? Oh sh*t, do I have one? I kid. Yeah, they're I don't know. They're "concerned" about me so much. Thanks ha? TALAGA. In a lil sarcastic way. --,, Sorry, i'm just being honest. I still feel damn bad about it. Really bad.
Ahh yeah. I'm really sorry about these things i'm blabbering. Hindi naman siguro masyadong halata noh na i'm down in the dumps. T____T Wait lng, kakapasok lng ng news. Signal number 2 na ang ibang bahagi ng Northern Mindanao, please, INGAT KA...YO jan! Our prayers are with you!
Now ah. . .K. May naisip na ako na topic. :'D My sister and I used to talk whether 3-month rule is really necessary. Sa relationships ha. Well then you know, personally, I don't believe in this 3-month rule but I must say, I really adore those who try to keep this. The best reason perhaps for following such is RESPECT. I have been in the world of love and relationship for about 7 years? Haha. Yeah 7 years. It was but a heck of a roller coaster ride of emotions. I've experienced all the extremes, trust me. Pero know what? Ni isa sa mga naging ex ko, hindi ever sumunod sa infamous rule na yan. :'D Got used to it though kaya nga ngayon, kahit masakit parang wala lang. Dinidedma ko nlng. :'| Well, sabi nga ng isa kong kaibigan na babae "3 months isn't enough to help you find yourself again. To better yourself, a lot of prayer is involved. While you're in the process of healing, it is but fair to show respect to the person you used to love. You need not rush things. Find strength in God, your family and friends. If you want to date again, don't immediately commit." I say, akala mo ganun lang yun kadali? To those who are in deep pain like me, kulang na kulang na kulang na kulang na kulang na kulang ang 3 months. I think it'll take me the whole of 2013 to move on. And yeah, i'm not gonna date anybody anytime soon yet. NOT HIRING! Kawawa kasi yung susunod sa kanya. I might not be able to show her true love. Buti nlng wala kesa maglokohan. The thought of staying single scares me before. But now? I don't give a damn about it. So what kung wala akong ka date sa Feb 14? So what kung wala akong ka HHWW? Hahahaha. Wala lang. Natawa ako. :'D
I really don't have any idea on how to end this post. But maybe I won't end this without telling you that there is a unique feeling of happiness and strength in letting go. As I always say, "wanting you to be happy is better than wanting you". It's really hard to fight against destiny. Really! But you see, if she's for you, then God will find a way to let your paths cross. When that time comes, huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug her tight! Haha. I kid. That's DESTINY, baby. :')
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