Friday, June 15, 2012

What makes you beautiful


Hi! Here I am again writing about something I can hardly bear. Just allow me to share the thoughts I have in mind even if I'm not quite sure how my words can put justice to this feeling that I have been keeping for days.

I want you to know that you're one of the few people who can make me cry with real tears. I am referring to those droplets that rolled on my cheeks last night, a night before and perhaps later before I go to sleep (that's our dirty little secret please). So before these tears drown me to death, listen to what I will say.


You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else BUT YOU.

Dearest, yeah, YOU! I know that I have caused you pain a lot of times already. I have failed you and I have really messed up so bad. No word can ever wipe those heartaches away but still I felt the need of reassuring you everyday of your life how beautiful you are to me.

When you wake up early in the morning, look at the mirror. That's the exact face of the person worth loving. You don't need to put that thing on your cheeks (how'd you call that again? blush on? yeah that). You don't have to add colors on your lips just to make you loveable. You don't have to paint your face with all those fancy I don't know what they are called because it will just make you look like a canvass. I tell you, BEING THE WAY THAT YOU ARE IS ENOUGH. My eyes are the living witness and I am pretty sure that a lot of people will agree. You just have to believe that you really are.

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful

Yes, you truly light up my world in a way only you can do. I am so lucky to have known such a wonderful person like you. I get to see, hear and be with different people every single day but your existence and presence (in any way) is exceptional, indescribable and to be honest, the one that I have ever longed for. There is really something between us. Or was. I just don't know what it is/was. But I know you get my point. So many times you have asked me why you where in fact there are a lot of pretty girls here. My forever answer is, yes they're pretty but they're not you and for your information, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, YOU JUST DON'T KNOW THAT YOU ARE.

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful

If only I have the capability of exchanging our eyes, I would take the chance to replace yours with mine so that you can see how I perceive you, how I feel about you and how my whole being have desperately waited for someone like you to arrive. You  may think it's pointless to reiterate this because yeah we sort of ended up the things between the two of us already but I want you to know that the "sweet whatever" may have come to its closure but my feelings for you have remained unchanged. I don't know how long it will take me to forget you and the memories that we've had (if you may consider it) but one thing's for sure, you are a part of my life now. Our relationship was not legit nor was it explainable in the first place but I have no regrets and I'm happy because you allowed me too to become a part of your life (assuming, but I hope so).

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you



I don't sing. I don't write songs either. But I write stuffs like this. Now, to prove to you that I'm right (right in saying that you are beautiful, special, precious and one of a kind) I'm blogging my personal testimony of how amazing a person you are.

Always remember that I will never forget the conversations that we had once upon a time. It was dark. It was 2am. It almost reached 3 or 4. We were clueless of what we have for each other but we managed to spar the distance, the doubts, the dictates of the people who never had the grasp of what was happening between us.

Things may have ended the way we didn't want it to be but I want you to know that IT'S NOT REALLY THE END OF EVERYTHING. In God's perfect time, WE SHALL.

I pray that He grant you the happiness you truly deserve. I'm away but a part of me will always stay with you. So here's to an intense feeling that we both share: LOVE. Yes. A part of us will both love each other until forever. And I'm quite sure with this.